The Moos.
Monday, October 11, 2004
.:a bad dream:.
yay!!
just finished with exams.
gosh... i was close to dying.
shall recapp. since i haven been blogging since the exam started i think.
Friday
had the english paper.
it was SO difficult... probably the most difficult.
in my opinion.
i wont be surprised if i got a C... ...
i screwed the whole thing up!!
haix.
Monday
hmm.... shant sae anything bout Sat and Sun.
usual stuff.
study till i drop.
then mondae was the
erm... ...
chinese paper one and maths paper one
was okay lar...
but the maths was abit difficult.
got stuck at one question. ):
the chinese....
i was so ultra lucky...
on sundae... i was trying out a compo.
and thankfully it came out the next dae...
haha.
and i finished 10 minutes before time!!!
haha.
first time. -beams-
Tuesday
had geog...
was average i sld sae...
then later had tuition.
half way through the tuition...
my mother called.
said that she would ick us up in 2o mins time to the hospital to see my grandfather.
but when my mum came...
she was crying like siow...
then she said that my grandfather passed away... ...
so sadd lar...
felt like crying.. but didnt.
didnt go and think about it....
cuz i noe that if i think about it...
i would be sad for weeks...
think as in... how would i feel if i lost him that kind of stuff.
so we rushed to the hospital...
then we went into the hospital room.
and went to see him...
later went into another room...
the adults were toking about the funeral stuff... ...
then about 10 went home to study.
i was really running out of time.
i had 14 chapters and only 2 hours to study.
and i stayed up to 1.30am.
woke up at four suddenly.
couldnt get back to sleep.
so continued to study till 5.50am
then went to wash up for skool.
Wednesday
had chinese.
was quite easy lar...
but alot of the ci thingy i dun noe...
sadd.
yar...
then went home.
about 2pm rushed to my grandfathers wake.
to see him for the last time.
before they close the coffin.
then went into the house to fold joss paper etc.
then went home at around 10pm cuz bro wasnt feeling well.
studied for lit till 12.30 am.
but didnt wake up in the morning to study... was too tired.
Thursday
lit paper...
think i did okay for unseen poetry.
but the passage base and essay was terrible.
i think i did really badly. yar.
then went home.
5pm... my dad came to pick us up.
came back at 11 sumthing.
studied for science.
till like 12. went to bathe,
and studied again.
till like 1.
couldnt take it anymore...
was too tired.
went to sleep.
woke up at 4.45 and studied again.
cuz i could not finish bio.
wash uped...
Friday
science paper.
was okay lar... but exhausting.
had mcq, physics, bio and chem
and have to complete them in 2h30mins.
almost couldnt finish lar... but was ok.
then mum came to pick me up...
went there straight away.
it was like 12 when we reached there.
then around 7pm...
mrs chong came over...
toked to her for awhile...
then prayers started.
ended like 12 plus...
haix... ke lian the neighbours.
so noisy.
then after that,...
ate abit of supper.
waited for an hour for the toilet....
then went to find a place to sleep.
finally managed to sleep at bout 3am.
then at 4 am... my phone alarm went off.
i forgot to off it.,
i forgot AGAIN that even when the phone is off.
the alarm will still ring...
sigh.
woke up at 8.45 am
was damn tired.
been sleeping late and waking up early for so many nights...
plus could only study at night.
Saturday
grandfather got cremated that dae.
at the mandai place..
shant elaborate,
too sad le.
then went home for awhile.
went to read the newspaper.
gosh... i was so behind time.
i havent been watching tv since like tuesdae... and i didnt noe alot of stuff lor.
like the singapore idols stuff.
cuz we're not allowed to watch tv.
yar....
then at about 8 sumthing...went back to grandma's house.
then went to pam's house to collet her clothes.
about 1am
went back to grandma's house.
drag here drag there... then went up and slept with my grandma.
and mum...
then me and pam were like toking nonstop.
until like 3am when i dosed off
haha.
Sunday
woke up at 7am.
then went to mandai again to collect the bones.
then went to another temple to put the ashes.
yar.
went to eat breakfast,
went home around 2.
watched tv *at last*
and slept from 4 to 7pm.
woke up and watched tv while studying... in the end only managing to do 4 sums.
haha.
watched till like 1 am.
then turned in.
Monday
last paper.
mathes paper2.
didnt manage to solve one sum.
but.,... nevamind...
must follow the tao...
do nothing and everything can be acheived.
yar... now im "free like the wind that shape the clouds"
thats what Fatima said.
haha
supposed to go out with shu hui they all tmr.
dunno whether i shld go or not.
my granddad just passed away.
shall ask my dad later...
yar... carn wait till my bro get home and open my dads room door.
i want to watch zhangwuji again!!!!!
haha.
k... not funny...
im not really happy now...
quite sad actually... ...
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
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