The Moos.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

lalala.
just came back from tuition(:
you cant imagine how glad i am.
im now super motivated to do well for my english EOY.
my tuition teachers says that if i do well.
i wont need to have tuition in the december holidays:D
so I MUST DO WELL.
sitting there for two long hours is such a pain.
grr. but my english sucks):
pooey.
just made it for an A2 for midyears. like 69.4?!
hurhur.

geog and history was totally screwed today.
like we were given only half an hour to attempt the questions.
imagine doing THREE source base in 30mins.
my hand almost blasted into pieces!>.<
geog was slightlybetter..
but 6 structured questions in 25mins is not that easy to finish too.
oh. did i mention that i only got 23/40 for my physics?!
IM SO SCREWED.
but its kindof expected.
like i ever got higher than 25/40 for any of my physics test..
well except for the first one last year. which i got 27/40.
but that is still so bad considering it is the FIRST test. which is supposed to be easy..
poof. I HATE SCIENCE.
but i hate humans more.
sheesh...
like i got c5 for both geog an humans.
and my recent history test which i got back today...
only got 11/20?!
so close to a fail lah.
and its a C5 agian.
grr..
i seems to have so much yuan fen with C5.
haha.
i wont expect myself to pass the test this time..
blah.
i just suck in my studies..):

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|21:26|
Tuesday, August 16, 2005

LALALA.
i shall start doing my work after i finish blogging>.<
thats if i can restrain myself from all those harrypotter interviews :D
actually more like J.K. Rowlinginterviews..
hurhur.
i really want to know whether harrypotty would die in the end.
i hope he doesnt. but i really think he will.
for now, just hope that dumbledore is really NOT DEAD.
*crosses fingers and toes*
its like dumbledore is their only hope!
haha.

ohyah... i shall reply your tags another time...
but thanks for the tags anyway(:
my computer is so screwed! pooey.
the desktop cant appear. and i can hardly do anything on it.
and it takes like donkey years to load a page >.<
BAH.
i really owe alot of people testis too!):
shall write it in the hols!
blah.
and i still owe debbie and sheena their letter!
for TWO WEEKS.
thats so bad...
cuz they usually take at the most 3 days to reply.
and i take such a longtime >.<
grr. wad is happening to me D:
boohoo.

aniwae..
dance was quite productive today(:
did hudie, QIANHONG, and chunjiang:D
i wasnt supposed to dance hudie actually.
but jesslyn didnt come...
so i like dai ta..
bleah... it was so screwed...
im not really farmiliar with the steps and everything.
but NVM.
its a way of learning. HAHA.
then did QIANHONG.
AHH.my fav(:
love the music...
but its kindof short actually..
think only about 3mins plus?
blah... partnering yiyi.
I FEEL SO INFERIOR.
haha.
then finally just went through chunjiang once cuz it was already 6.
chunjiang was quite okay... but didnt noe when to change pose and everything..
shall ask someone or refer to the vcd(:
IM A GUAI GURL.
haha. >.<
yeah right.

now i noe one of the reasons why i dislike my younger bro.
its like he is the one taking PSLE this year.
but like the whole family have to step out to help him.
my mum and dad has to go through everything with him..
and he is such an UNGRATEFUL idiot.
dont think i didnt read it. cuz i did. you ARSE. you are worth nothing but a piece of shit.
you want to aim high but you're not even trying to help yourself achieve it.
WADS YOUR PROBLEM?! when others help you. and reprimands you for the mistakes that you make you just go hating them and write mean things about them. dont you believe in RETRIBUTION?! you just lack everything from manners, to morale. im trying so hard to be nice to you.
but its just impossible. i hope you do some reflections. though you might not read this. but i really think you should improve on your attitude towards studies, family, friends etc. GROW UP. nothing comes down from the sky for goodness sake. you have to work towards it. and please manage your anger properly. cus its not really getting you anywhere. i do understand that sometimes people are unreasonable to you. but have you actually thought why their perception and attitude towards you are like this? all i can say is that she is not bias. i really do want to treat you better. but you really have to take the initiative to let me regain my trust in you..
and me and my bro have to help him check and mark his work like we are so free or something.
and it really irritates me cuz sometimes my parents take it for granted that we are supposed to help him too.
LIKE NO.
sometimes i am willing to help.
but its always when im buzy and stuff like that.
and sometimes i get blamed for not helping him?!
poof. i dun even remember recieving any help from my parents when i was taking my psle.
and i dont even remember asking any mathes questions at all..
like what he always does.
until now he still doesnt noe how to do quite alot of them.
and they arent exactly difficult.
they are like questions that would definitely come out..
and i thought he would noe by now cuz i taught him countless of times already.
i think by now, he should really start relying on himself and not give up so easily.
the fact remains that no one would be able to help him during the actual exams..
BUCK UP.

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|21:09|