The Moos.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

bleah.
im supposed to be studying.
but. NVM.

great... i forgot what kaishi told me about qian hong):
pooey.
i meant to ask yenngee ytd.
but I FORGOT.):
what a darn lame excuse.
im so pissed with myself):
and yesterday dance prac was horrible.
SORRY REBECCA):
what happpened was.
i fell and rebecca fell with me.
I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY):
so ytd dance prac was a total screw up. D:
shitty shitty poo.

darn.
EOYs are closing by...
hmm.
must really start to buck up.
with a pathetic average of 70...
i dun even think i'll be able to get into my desired stream):
ARGH.
think i've decided in taking the chem-physics +geog stream.
hope i've made the right choice?
bleah. I DONT KNOW. ):
some advice please?
pinyan, marianne and bea wants to go triple science O.o.
HURHUR. JIAYOU EVERYONE :D
so sad. sijie and ros doesnt want to go into IP at all. ):






youve changed.
but for the better?
i dont think so.
where has the old you gone too?
you used to be sociable, friendly and really really nice.
not to mention. extremely supportive.
but since this year.
you've become a completely different person.
Is it you? or is it just because i've changed?

you used to be in the limelight.
the centre of attention.
but now...
you kept your distance from everyone in class.
you used to be the first one sitting in the canteen.
when we would slowly join you.
but now.
you are no longer there...
you used to be chatty during recesses.
always joking around.
but now...
you are either mugging away.
or just... no where to be seen.
it just seems like.. you are only in class during lessons.
why?
you just seemed to be drifting away.
Isit you? or isit just that i've changed?

i dont think im the only one who noticed the change in you..
i believe many people has.
you used to be really supportive..
but now?!
you have never attended a single concert.
whether guzheng, arts fest or band.
you always chose to stay at home..
even during birthdays..
all you do is just sae... "share"
what about the sincerity?
you just fork out that bit of money. and thats it?
is that how much our friendship is worth to you?
is that how much you value friendship?
it friendship really something money can buy?!
even if you buy me a 4ocents drink.
i would still treasure every single drip of it.
but all you said was share?
and you call me your "best buddy"?
is that how much our friendship is worth.

you said i've changed.
and kept your distance from me for a brief period of time..
is it you? or is it just that i've really changed?
maybe we just never knew each other..
maybe you just never understood the real me.
and i've never understood the real you.

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|22:03|
Thursday, September 01, 2005

boohoo.
i didnt study today):
first. i was distracted by harry potter.
then later, i had to go and buy those fans for dance.
also went to get a poncho for my bro's camp tmr.
lastly, went to cut my hair):
my hair now is like really SHORT!.
I AM IN SO DEEP SHIT.
chun jiang performance in TWO WEEKS time.
and i cant even tie a bun!
if im not wrong..
the xiao ge one have to split hair into half, the upper half used to tie two buns...
then lower half tie two pony tails.
OH NO.
wished i didnt cut it..
and its UGLY too.
looks so guy lar...
as in the hair cut.
wait. more like GAY):
boohoo.

BOOHOO. I WANT TO JOIN DANCE OUTSIDE):
but my parents would never allow.
and i dun think i have the time too.
WAH.

and now im so sadded by the fact that im SHORT):
i want to grow! boohoo.
PLEASE ANYONE.
TELL ME SOME GROWING TIPS.
i need to be tall.
or i'll be the shortest in the family..
and possibly...
among ALL my relatives..

I WANT TO PUT BRACES!
i think i've told my parents atleast 3 times already.
but they dun seem to take me seriously.
THIS IS SO SHIT.
my teeth are like so crooked... and its really difficult to brush lar.
grr.
im so fustrated.
today is such a bad bad day.
-sniffs.-
lit test tmr too.
DARN.

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|21:25|