The Moos.
Friday, January 06, 2006
sigh.
IM REALLY IN A FOWL MOOD NOW.
im quitting jazz)):
and i dont think i will be able to join any other dances that is out of school.
cuz sec 3 life is just driving me crazy.
i really dont know. i might just break down and cry one day.
cuz i really cant stand the stress that is building up.
but i just have so many tuitions to attend then i really cant concentrate fully on school work.
actually. i have no objections what so ever with school work.
its just my tuitions that is really going to sap all my energy out of me.
espcially chinese tuition.
my teacher is just so unreasonable.
leave me with so much work to do and think as if i have so much time in the world.
URGH.
i wanted to have chinese tuition once a week only.
but she insist on having it twice.
and it MUST be on a mon and thurs.
i dont even have the freedom to choose the days that i want.
call this tuition.
thats torture.
so now. im just packed with tuitions and other activities seven days a week.
WHAT A GREAT WORLD THIS IS.
here's my timetable for this year.
monday: chinese tuition
tuesday: cca
wednesday:english tuition
thursday:chinese tuition
friday:cca
saturday:maths tuition(most likely)
sunday: chem and physics tuition (10 to 1.30) cip (3pm to 6pm)- for 3 months only.
i think i'll turn into a panda by march.
just hope that i can quit maths training.
or else i can really die.
i dont mind tuition. its actually the amount of homework that freaks me out.
so im just hoping that i'll have minimal tuition homework.
i hope thats not too much to ask for.
you might start thinking why do i want so many tuitions when all it does is waste money.
and those who know me well.. know that i hardly listen during tuition or even do the homework.
its just that i dont pay attention during school lessons.
so i'll just feel more secure with tuition to fall back on.
HAHA
you might think im silly and think that i have no sense.
besides.
the people in my class are like SMART.
and im like STUPID AND DIMWITTED.
i will never be able to catch up with them.
you have no idea how lousy and useless i feel everyday.
even for that test that ms sebastian gave us.
we are supposed to write a lit essay.
pea wrote 2 pages.
i wrote 10lines.
but i guess no one can understand how dreadful i felt.
im just some useless good for nothing that dont contribute to the society.
im just some plague that needs to be rid off.
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|22:15|
Thursday, January 05, 2006
whee... finally managed to blog again((:
well. school started 3 days ago..
and i think it really sucks
the thought of sias just kills me.
so irritating.
i haven really enjoyed a single day yet.)):
SIGH.
i miss 207!!)):
well. 306 is okay. but its kindof serious.
like hardly anyone jokes at all.
it really isnt the same.
i really missed the times when we just play retarded games like that white and black sasame and hai dai!
and the times we just joked around. HAHA. even laughing at the same joke countless of times.
and practically wasting the teachers time. especially during chinese lessons, where we could spend the whole hour asking each other riddles and stuff like that.
and i just miss being egoistic.
as in i dont do that in 306 cuz im just afraid that they might get offended.)):
and i just miss the people in 207!
they are just so fun to be with. and we really help each other out.
like when a teacher arrows a question at someone..
ther will be lots of people helping her answer the question.
yea.. and i miss watching rosaline and kendra play vampire.
like DAMN FARNI.
HAHA.
and really dont know whether 306 will be the same or not. will the people be competative?
SIGH.
I MISS 207!!
everyone was kindof slack. so most of our homework is like copied. HAHA
but i dont think i can do the same now..
was talking to kendra just now. haha.
talk for a really long time too((:
missed talking to her.
she's super retarded can.
stupid girl. haha.
she was telling me about her class.
I WANT TO GO HER CLASS.
got so many seveners there.
and alot of other crazy people.
whom i think feels that studying is NOT everything.
i just hope that majority of 306 will be like that.
atleast it'll be more fun.
i really hope that i will get to like my class.
but 207 will always hold a special place in my heart!
and i wish and hope and will myself that this special place must never waver.
i will always remember all those fond memories!!(:
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|23:37|
