The Moos.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

hohoho.
chinese and math test today..
I SWEAR I SCREWED IT UP!>.<
especially chinese..
so shitified lah.
our chinese teacher told us our test is on thurs. which is tmr
but it was today instead.
stupid lah. CHEAT OUR FEELINGS.
haha.
but he was nice enough to give us five more minutes
to make up for his error.
math test was preety bad too.
i didnt finsh a question that was worth 12 MARKS.
my god. someone please tell me that im dead.):

after school took a cab with pea, liangzhen and bernice to singapore science centre for the chemistry talk
which turned out to be physics..
the taxi swindled our money can.
i think he took a longer route lah.
our taxi fare was $9.20
when siyu's was only $6++
STUPID LAH.
anyway. after the talk..
went to macs to get a chcolate sundae..
i actually wanted to say "chocolate sundae without chocolate"
but i decided against it. HAHAHA.
hmm. so today was quite an average day..
except for all the tests..(:

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|19:39|
Monday, February 20, 2006

im fighting a losing battle.
nothing seems to turn out right for me today.
i feel myself losing everything -- FAST.
im losing my purpose of life.
and the other things that hold significant importance to me..
my friends..
my beliefs..
i feel myself changing for the worst.
there were so many things i said today that i simply want to take it back.
ive been mean, insensitive and harsh.
why cant i just think before i act.
think before i speak?!
i can just feel myself..
dropping into this dark empty hole.
blinded by my own selfishness, insensitivity.
i might scream or plead to get out.
but i guess my pleas will go unheard.
i wont blame anyone though.
cuz i know deep down that that is what i deserve.
i deserve to be alone, to be ignored, to be an outcast.
I SUCK.

mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|22:27|