The Moos.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
okay... so we had cip today..
it was pretty okay i guess.
but i really feel that the more flag raising you do,
the more stamina you'll have to keep that smile on your face no matter how many people ignore you.
TRULY. haha.
but there were pretty nice people around who definitely brightened up my day((:
it really means alot when some one says "same to you" after you wished them "have a nice day"
seriously.
OKAY. from now on, i vow to not use anymore singlish while blogging.
cuz it sounds pretty irritating to read.
haha.
i really dont know.i feel as if im really losing it. i dont know what happened along the way, nor what is happening to me.what it used to be, doesnt seem to be what it is now..you have no idea how much your words mean to me,how much impact it has on me. whether emotionally or mentally.i just wish that i can be what i used to be. never changed.just me.the one that used to be able to touch peoples' lives, touch your life.now all i have are evil and selfish thoughts that flood my mind..ive thought long and hard.and i thank you for telling me that something did happened along the way.and im definitely grateful to have a chance to turn back.i know there is. and i know that it isnt too late.please have faith in me.i beg you.
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|21:54|
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
woots!
vball tournament today was awesome:D
or atleast it turned out much better and "funner" than i expected.
HAHAH.
it all started pretty dreary..
and i was practically falling asleep.
but after the first game, we were all perked up(:
okay. so the team manager was zhirui. HAHA
and the members include: maychew, eileen,elaine,bernicek (team captain!),bernicey and jas. oh! and me ofcourse(:
HEH. but elaine had to run back and forth from cup and plate.blah.
sad thing we had a lack of players IN EVERY DIVISION. damn pathetic lah.
even yina, the team captain for bowl had to play! boohoo.
probably because 3 from our class had to umpire, some were involved in the sec4 grad thing and there were a few absent.
YEAH.
so we were left with about 21 people who could play, inclusive of team managers.
but nonetheless. it was a nice and enjoyable day.((:
and i guess all the matches played were cool, except for this particular class which had an arse like attitude. and it doesnt help that we had to play them twice. (haha. so obvious)
okay. but now i have a little sunburn..
on my head too! so if you see white flakes on my head.
dont think its dandruff kay.
though its equally disgusting.
but yea. haha.
ive sorted my thoughtsand i guess i have no rights to critisize the way you think.
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|19:01|
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
okay... so we got back all our results by today.
blah. and all my mum could do was to crush the little contentment that i had of myself.
THANKS SO MUCH.
actually i thought i did pretty satisfactoryly.
then when i told her my history marks,
which i unwittedly made the wrong choice of disclosing it last
she was like, "why so low"
then she asked for my math.
then she went "why so low" again.
OKAY. those were the 2 results that i wasnt very happy with. and she just had to blast my self esteem.
i know i may have seemed to under perform.
BUT SORRY LAH. thats your daughters' standard.
perhaps i really could have done better. but i guess i did deserve those marks since i didnt really work hard for those 2 subjects. so with a little self consoling, i seriously made myself feel okay about it, not until my mum just had to tell me right in the face that it was very bad.
CANT YOU JUST PRAISE ME FOR ONCE.
okay. probably cause i had a rather demoralising cca a few hours ago..
and i just wasnt in the mood to take in more criticisms and explain in full detail why i faired so "poorly" academically. ( i really think that its okay...)
ohyea. we had dental today too.
but nothing much lah.
the dentist took less than a minute to examine my teeth.
hmm. so other than that, nothing really interesting happened..
LIFE IS PRETTY MONOTONUS.
blah.
okay. and im not revamping or renovating my room any longer.
SIGH.
it amazes me sometimes how my mum's words can just dampen your spirit to dirt zero.
i was so excited about it!
then she just asked me "how much will all this cost."
OKAY LOR.
though it doesnt sound too bad here.
but when you hear it, especially from my mum's mouth,
it is exceptionally discouraging.
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|20:52|
Monday, October 16, 2006
OKAY.
im totally freaked out right now!
and thats all maychew's fault for telling me about global warming. HAHAH
apparently, with all the smoke, haze and dusts that hails from indonesia we are experiencing a very very serious problem now. >.<
all the ice caps at the poles are melting at a rapid speed which is resulting in the rise in sea level all over the globe.
and small us, being minute and lowlying would be at an extremely high risk of getting flooded.-gasps! and im sure that climbing up bukit timah hill would not make much of a difference.
HEH.
and if a tsunami ever hits us,
SIGH. there goes our little island):
but if a cyclone hits us. then we shall all freeze to death and another new ice age shall begin :D
hahaha. what nice prospects.
but no matter living or dead,
im definitely set on renovating and revamping my room!! :D
and ive planned it properly already... even got the furnitiures in mind. HAHAH
pity. because of fengshui reasons that i have to accomodate, my theme has to be blue.
bleah.
or else i would have gladly chosen brown. boohoo.
but nonetheless, i think it would turn out great!:D
just hope that my dad agrees. -crosses fingers
i plan to forgo up to five years of birthday money for this okay! HMPH.
(should be enough to cover the costs.)
but if i perform okay for this years exam, and probably promise that i'll sleep in my room if i get to renovate, i might be able to bargain a little more((:
HOHO. im so excited!!
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|18:03|
Sunday, October 15, 2006
hoho.
okay. so the exams are long gone.
and i'll just have to await the results.
quite dreadful just to think of it.
i guess tues would be the worst though!
imagine.. IH + HISTORY + physics
all on the same day!
gosh. i guess history is the most worrisome?
i really need to pass!!
okay. whatever. enough of results.
i just happened to hop by wenjia's blog.
and it suddenly came to my realisation that ive been missing out on loads of stuff.
okay. i guess it isnt really only me.
but many of us, who are cooped up in this small minute singapore as well...
all we see around us are advanced and state of the art technology, the hustle and bustle,
that we have apparently lost out in other significant aspects that hold importance to life itself (enjoyment! :D).
those pictures that wenjia posted on her blog were just... yearnful!
i dont know. it just made me want to take a plane to vancouver right away and live there for the next three years!
the views that she took were simply picturesque! blah!!
to actually think that such places actually exist!:D
i guess... one would never be able to discover such places if we were to go on a short tour.
but to live there. and to enjoy such sceneries... that would simply be great!!! :D
okay... but life at home is far from enjoyment.
definitely.
considering the fact that i fell ill on fri,
which got worse on sat.
and i slept for practically the whole of ytd, with this sweet thought at the back of my head telling me that if i sleep more, i'll be able to grow taller.
HAHAH.
but ofcourse i didnt lah. DUH.
and all i got was this horrible backache this morning.
heh. hmm. but miraculously, i managed to go out with my mum and grandma for a short shopping spree(:
bought a top and a pair of heels.
HAHA.
i must be crazy.
like when will i ever dare to wear a pair of heels out of my house?!
guess i'll wear it for formal occasions. but to think of it, how many formal occasions will i be attending lah! shall see(: 所谓，船到墙头自然直。((:
okay. i hope i got that statement right. HAHAH.
bye peeps.
hope everyone is out there having the time of their lives(:
mmooooooo-oooo..--*
|20:03|
